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I am very happy with myself like I can't even say it.
My family hardly bothers me anymore because I think I finally got them to get the point,which by the way kicks a**.My closeness with my love gets closer and more intimate X_X dont ask.but I love him more day by day and I didn't even think that was possible.I feel amazing.
My writing is now better than ever and I now write about 20 pages front and back on my own im on my second book in my three book series which everyone says is awsome.three pages of it and they're already drooling for more.
My drawing now kicks super a**.
My reading is awsome too,i can read 700 to 800 pages in a day if I wish.
My fashion is hard core(me being a hardcore perosn myself)
I can now do hair and makeup really well too.
I can sing better than most and my dancing abilities continues to increase.
I can act and rp like you have never seen before.
I have also achiving one of my dreams now,I'm changing the world with my words one class period at a time.
I am getting more friends and those who don't like me rarley bother me anymore.I am stronger than most now phiscally and mentally and I know how to achieve utter darkness.
Right now The only thing that could make me happier is all my impossible but also not so impossible(because I exist and I am the impossible)dreams to come true,
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1)To runaway with all my closest friends
2)to live life forever with all my closest friends
3)To be indestructable
4)To never get caught
5)To have unlimited super human powers
6)To be part demon
7)to have wings
cool to be a vampire
9)to live in a two floor gothic cathedral/theater
10)to live in a wheat field in Arizona with woods nearby where no one can find us.
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This would be the ultimate life and all my closest friends would be my family.Those lucky people would be,
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1)Joey
2)Trisha
3)Hannah
4)Jade
5)P.J.
6)Natasha
7)Sarayphia
cool Merrisa
9)Brett
10)Brandon
11)Brittany
12)Jessica
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Those people are my life and happiness.and to add the mix I might as well put a poem on here,
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Demon
My heart has bled,my violet tears have been shed, and the rivers of crimson red blood flows.
Her the screams,these broken dreams,my soul tearing at the seams,has the world revealed itself?
The universe at ends meet, peace I will defeat,Demons take a seat to watch this truely amazing feat.
This is me, see all the living flee, buried in fear and all the worst feelings up past your knee,a sea of death is upon you.
Black wings, Saitan sings, destruction he brings, but I am still above him.
This is me, all I can be, who and what I've become, now loves song is left unsung,for I was ment for atitle not so pretty.
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Hope you liked the longest journal post EVER!
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