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First day of my new school.
It sucked.
I have to read A Tale of Two Cities. Or half of it. In a week. And the asswipe in my IPC class won't leave me alone. All the people in my PE class don't know I exist. And I've only gone to 3 of my ******** classes. I couldn't change any of my classes so I'm still taking keyboarding even though I don't need to. I really wanted to take foreign languages all 4 years of high school, but I moved to late to start one. And I can't even change my ******** elective.
I'm in such a ******** bad mood. I really ******** hate my life right now. Every time I think of tomorrow I start feeling really sick and the only thing I was looking forward to today was just shot down.
I wan't to curl up in the fetal position and die in some corner. Or just fall asleep and never wake up. I'm tired of this all and I just want my old life back.
I went to church on Easter Sunday once. The sermon was about, "You cannot by happy in life because if you are happy something will happen to make you sad. You cannot be satisfied because something will come and ruin it all for you". I really wanna hurt something right now. It'll probably be this ******** laptop.
Sorry I've cursed so much. Not really, but I have to ******** say it anyway.
 Ageha-kun · Tue Nov 01, 2005 @ 01:02am · 2 Comments |
