Don't tell my English teacher, but I'm putting off my homework to get some stuff off of my chest. sweatdrop
Often times, people can imagine themselves in some sort of position when they are older. A lot of times, they will eventually fulfill this wish. Then there's me. If I am like other people, I'm pretty much only able to see what will eventually happen.
What I see: I don't see much. The oldest I can see myself is around age 20. I can barely see college, nevermind any sort of career. I plan on becoming a writer someday, but I guess I already am one through Gaia. I help others, and I do a lot of posting, and not just here in the journals. I'm probably one of the only people who bother using their journals, come to think of it. Guess nobody truly knows the importance of being able to talk. Nobody.
We've all got a story. I write mine every day. I plan mine every day. Does it progress? Possibly. Many times I'm at a standstill, I'm afraid. Nothing has been able to take place as it normally would. My guestimates show that this is what is known as "Writer's Block". Too bad for my brain, because it can't stop working.
The future. I can't see much. In fact, I hardly see anything. I've only got one theory for this matter, and that is the possibility I will die early, or lonely. Thanks to my "voice of silence", I am not as known as I would like to be. I am heard, but nobody listens. Just once, I wish for someone to listen. Hear my cries, wipe my tears. But it will not happen, for it never has. I'm afraid that's just how my life is. Alone.
Destiny. They say everyone has a destiny. An already-predicted set of events each individual will face during their lifetime, along with their specific reactions to such and how it will shape them. It's all there. All you have to do is listen. Listen to the wise; listen to your heart. You will not believe the things you can learn.
For I am naught without my pen. Or, in this case, keyboard. My life is dictated through that of communication, most formerly through that of the internet, available to the public, and recorded in history. I will always be right here. Always.
La Voce Del Silenzio. Take a chance and listen to classical music for once. It can change you dramatically. It has changed my thinking and my perspective on the world. If I could have one wish, it would be to spread classical music to the youth of the world. To give them each a journal, for they will need it.
Freedom Writers.
From me, From You, To Everyone.
I want to be heard.
-From Gaia's Half-Insane Writer to you~
 Thee Alchemyst · Fri Jan 16, 2009 @ 02:55am · 0 Comments |
