I've been rereading all my journal entries with 10 or more views and man were those entries all over the place. you guys loved meh alot more back than you do now, I wonder wat happened. I know I've changed b/c back then I used the word "fione" now its "hot", to meh that means I got whiter. no offense to anyone but yea one year does alot. I miss everyone so much I mean like seriously. I miss ppl on gaia I never talk to anymore, I miss all my friends from TLAM (my middle school), and I miss my family in Jamaica. and I miss my neighbor's oldest son (the one guy that I knew in rl that I might have actually loved) I dont miss him for that reason, I just miss having him around. It was awkward and stuff but we could have actually been friends or something plus he was the liveliest thing in the neighborhood to me. I just wish things didnt have to change, I wish they could stay the same forever. another year is coming and everything seems that much more dull and man is life ironic cause the one new years I feel like being blah, we get invited to a neighbor's house and she has fireworks. that ruins my 2 options of being blah or trying to do something with my friends XP. well yea I'm afraid to grow up. id have a clue wat the heck I WANT to be but I have to focus on engineering cause math is/was my best subject so yea. I mean now that I'm in high school when I look on the future, I automatically see senior, college and JOB so I try to cancel all that stress out entirely XD. well I need to go....so umm my next entry will probably be a continuation of a story I started in my journal awhile back so yea.
ttyl bye xd 4laugh blaugh heart
 thinmint94 · Fri Dec 26, 2008 @ 05:49am · 0 Comments |
