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In class today I was sitting in my desk with my buddy Ryan sitting in the desk beside me. He gets called up because he received a Candy Gram (It was the time of day that Candy Grams get haded out). So he goes up and gets it and comes back, reading the card it says "To: Ryan K. From: Guess you will never know" After he reads it he asks me if I sent it, I said no and then her said "What a b***h". I laughed...very...very hard. Someone takes the time to buy him a candy graham and he calls her a b***h. rofl
Anywho, I woke up this morning and I was feel terrible, coughing, sore throat, headache. I asked my mom if I could stay home over text messages but she wouldn't let me as I take enough sick days as it is. So I end up going to school.
Throughout the whole morning I was coughing and losing my voice, then when I was sitting in my second class we get called down for our shots. Our class gets up and heads down to the library, as I'm walking I can feel the panic set in. T^T
I started crying and shaking while standing in line. Then when I finally went into the library and sat down I was having a full on panic attack, I was crying and shaking and breathing heavy. It took three nurses to calm me down and hold my hand and tell me to look into their eyes, when it actually happened I barley felt it, I voiced out loud "What the fawk?".
After I had a terrible headache and ended up getting picked up because I was sick and I was still really shaky from the whole thing. Like usual my step dad picks me up and I'm pretty much being punished for being sick, he takes my laptop away and starts yelling at me that he was sleeping and I need to clean my room and the kitchen, I just broke down and shut him out. Then my mom got home and she starts yelling at me because I told her I hate it when he picks me up from school. It's been a terrible day. crying
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Now I'm sitting on my bed expressing my pain verbally every time I move my arm and stressing about the two huge assignments due before the end of the week.
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 Guilt-na Doll · Tue Dec 16, 2008 @ 02:28am · 0 Comments |
