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Bekka's Poems


JACKAZZ SWANER
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This emptiness never leaves,
Oh how I dream to feel the bitter, sour steel to etch across my skin.
I just want to end it right here, right now.
You wouldn't care anyways, you never did.
You despise me, can't look at me, I still wonder why.

Here I am, waiting for a hero -yet no one comes.
Save me, and help burn away my pain.
Hold me, and never let go - yet letting go seems to be your specialty.
This story ended before page one turned.

All I wanted was someone to hold me; not hurt me,
Was it too much to ask?
Someone who can heal the shattered pieces and make them disappear,
I guess it was...
All I ask is for me not to walk alone in this cold, cold world.

I give, but never receive- it's only a cycle that never ends
I think I should just give up with just one cut.
No one will notice- if any, care.
'Cause that's all I am, a hollow person.

I don't wanna be lost or forgotten, like before.
I urge to be brilliant and wanted
Yet only in the end am I shoved to the ground,
And left out.

So here I go, walking through and locking the door,
Because what's the use to try when no one wants in?




 
 
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