I feel like shi-ite. I swear, I feel guilty for EVERYTHING, and like I'm on the outside of (again) EVERYTHING. It makes me feel like s**t because I always seem to do something wrong....T.T And I don't try to mess up things for other people, because that's never my intention, but it happens anyway.
But I swear to God it's not fair.
I think I'm being punished for fecking everything up.
The guy I want never wants me, and the ones I don't want are (almost literally) in love with me.
That's what I fecking get, I guess.
But it's still not my fault.
 Tsukichi · Sun Oct 09, 2005 @ 12:42am · 2 Comments |
