oh...i love him...i think i love him. he loves me for me even after i told him all about me...and he didnt run away. but still...i cannot get the others face out of my head... sad i wrote this a minute ago. becuase thats how i feel right now. ;.;
A VICIOUS CYCLE
Oh, how I wish, every day, to forget you.
I pray to my gods every night, bid them erase you completely from my heart and soul and mind.
Yet every dawn I wake to worship you again.
How I wish and hope to forget the sight of your face, transformed into a glowing deity in your love for me.
How I wish and hope and dream to erase the heady seductive scent of our love from my dreams.
How I dream and pray to blur the sound of your voice, cooing constant lies of love everyday.
If only my heart would stop tormenting with constant reminders of how you, the one who promised never to hurt me,
Deserted me in my time of need.
You ,who promised to be different, the one whom bled me dry, the one who will not leave me alone.
You. The lying love of my life.
You gave me a taste of heaven, then ripped it away in one heartless blow.
Now, I cannot even give my tattered heart to another, for fear that it should disappear completely,
And become that which I have feared all my life.
A heartless girl who does naught but play with the hearts of others, as you so cruelly do to me.
I know she broke your heart, but was it necessary for you to enjoy doing the same to mine?
LoveLustDeseo Community Member 
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