YAY NEW ENTRY!!!! kay here is two of my five poems that i wrote and that Ookami-chan said were disturbing anywho here they are the first is an I Am poem that i had a friend help me name Ignored
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Ignored
I am unnoticed and hurt
I wonder if humanity will ever get it right
I hear the bells that ring when life comes and goes
I see destruction everywhere I turn
I am unnoticed and hurt
I pretend I dont care for the world and the people in it
I feel the pain of the world as it is slowly being distroyed
I touch the knowledge that lays dormant in the world
I worry that I wont live past 12~12~12
I cry for the world and all those who has had unfair lives
I am unnoticed and hurt
I under stand that nothing will ever be right
I say the world would be a better place with todays medical kowledge and yesterdays technology
I dream of the day when all will be right
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I'M SORRY
I laid awake at night thinking
what would happen if i went to school with no clothes on?
so on Monday the week of O' Hallows Eve
I went to school with nothing on save for my bra and thong
yet no one looked at me,
well this one kid did but his friend was behind me
during seventh hour i sat there and thought
what would happen if i just randomly screamed?
so on Tuseday the week of O' Hallows Eve
I walked in the cafeteria during lunch and screamed as loud as i could
yet no one noticed
during sixth hour i sat there and thought
what could i do? then i saw the most popular guy at school
On the Wenesday of O' Hallows Eve
I stood in frount of of him and poured a whole bottle of Mt. Dew on his head yet it was as if i was not there for he just looked around and asked 'who did that'
so i sat in the library during lunch and thought what could i do?
on the Thursday one day before O' Hallows Eve
i sang 'this is the song that never ends' only stoping to talk a breath all day long, yet it was as if no one could hear my voice because no one looked mad or annoyed
so there i laid once again in my bed that night waiting for four A.M.
Friday the day of O' Hallows Eve
it was as if i wasn't there hanging around in the cafeteria all day long
no one noticed me as i walked down the hallway and leave the building
It's been five years since I left
i haven'n done anything special, i just lived in a small apartment
no one knows who i am and no one sees me
I moved back to my home town to find that my high school reuion is today
when i walked into the cafeteria doors everyone was already there so i moved unnoticed in the shadows my body moving to the beat of the music
one minute to midnight i stood in the center of everyone under the spot where i hung
thirty seconds to midnight someone i once called my friend came up to me and hugged me whispering in my ear that she is so sorry for everything
then as the clock stuck midnigh starting Friday the day of O' hallows Eve
five years after i left after i died
i was seen again by everyone before i disappeared this time forever
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damn those are long
 Tsukino Hiyasha · Mon Oct 13, 2008 @ 10:53pm · 0 Comments |
