Today i didnt wake up till four in the afternoon, it feels as if im going no where, theres no jobs in this town, theres no more people who care in this town, ever since i stopped going to public school its like im not even here anymore, it feels as if i go through best friends like i do condoms, -sigh-, first there was preeshis=gone, then it was deanna=gone, then it was shanda=gone, then it was ashley=gone, and the only person that was there through it all doesnt even look at me anymore ******** gone, its so horrid, you look out into the world and you see everyone happy with their best friends. their pictures are posted all over myspace, their skipping down the isles of walmart, and giggling, the people i used to be, at least i have the one person thats been here through it all, and im glad, but it would be nice to have that girl, that girl that understands me, the girl who talks to me when im sad, the girl who tells me its all ganna be alright if i have a fight with my love, i just wanna scream, i hate this being alone feeling, i hate that my mom once told me your best friend is your worst enemy, it upsets me that for once it seems like she was right...
feleciamae Community Member 
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