If you read this Dad, Mom's acting weird...more than normal again. So is Ikeiri. "Weird" as in....how should I put it....Mom hiding in the wine cellar and Ikeiri locked in a dark room screaming.
I found a few notes in Sis' room. She wrote 'Papa left me again...he left all of us again' and when I ashed her why she wrote them, she grabbed a opened saftey pin and jabbed it in my hand. Told me to ******** off.
I didn't want to but I looked through Mom's journal and found a song she wrote for you...then an entry that said, "I want him to have this before he goes...I might not have 'nough guts to give him it though"..... 'Coutour' was its title...Ink ran through from tearstains, I guess...I dunnno
why must this mask
be the last to hide you
why must these lies fly
Why must blastphomies
In the dozens
Crawl from throat
and in my heart
why must you leave me
Here to die and see
Why I am what you say to me
is this true
The lie I told you?
you do not know
Why do I have to tell you
You're a fake
Like me take
The chance you've been given
Like I did when I met you
Like i did whnbe I met you....
Blue that harsh color
Your cheek, that tender coutour
Your pain, your screams
My tears, My pain
Sinnful enjoyment....
be the last to hide you
why must these lies fly
Why must blastphomies
In the dozens
Crawl from throat
and in my heart
why must you leave me
Here to die and see
Why I am what you say to me
is this true
The lie I told you?
you do not know
Why do I have to tell you
You're a fake
Like me take
The chance you've been given
Like I did when I met you
Like i did whnbe I met you....
Blue that harsh color
Your cheek, that tender coutour
Your pain, your screams
My tears, My pain
Sinnful enjoyment....
