I hate my life. It sucks like a dog in heat ******** everyone's leg. Plus, its painful. Just looking around me I notice every person on the damned street with their boy/girlfriend. Husband and Wife. I feel like a small bug in this huge place.
--And no, I'm not saying this for attention either. stare
--And no, I'm not saying this for attention either. stare
And one thing that hurts the most.....noticing Youko all over Hiei and me just being the friend again! [********]!! I mean....*cries* what the ******** did I do to deserve this? Being caught in the middle all the time...Watching people fall in love and s**t all the time makes me feel guilty.
And dreams are no ******** fancy neither. All i ever dream about these days is someone actually asking me to be theirs....like Hiei...kissing me again Jsut over and over again...please don't mark me as a freak, I beg you.. Maybe I am doomed to have a loveless life again. *shrugs*
