i know only one person really reads this journal, so it really doesn't matter what i write, so i'm gonna write exactly what i feel, just without using any names. so i'm exhausted... like flat out drop dead exhausted... and i'm lonely... so exhaustion+lonely=not good... i dont' know if anyone knew that... weeeeeeeeeeeeell anyways... i fail at trauma center still... though i refuse to drop down again... (watch me go down to easy tonight) so yeah... i auditioned for a play thing today... i might have gotten a part... then again i might not have... i have no clue... BECAUSE I'M A FAILURE! *sigh* random rants of doom... arent' they fun? i've been writing the play, The Stars (oooooh, aaaaaaah) i have like... the first four scenes done... but i my mind doesnt' want to seem to type them down... i wrote them by hand and the second i go to type it in to the comp my mind refuses to do it... *sigh* i fail at writing... so yeah... everyone i talk to keeps on signing out without saying good bye *tear* so i hasd to deal with like... feeling like an idiot and thinking that i might be talking to someone still, and then when i go check their status they're signed out... that's killer right there man... just flat out killer... i felt like i was gonna cry man... oh well... i just kinda need someone to talk to... unfortunately all the people i normally talk to when i feel like i need someone to talk to about serious things don't seem to want to talk to me today... so now i'm stuck with my mind full of things... it's killer man... i just want to get rid of some of these thoughts... tell someone... BUT I CAN'T! *sigh* and then when i try to tell someone i feel like an idiot... *sigh* i feel so sick... i just want to explain what's going on in my head to someone before i just blow up... *sigh* oh well...
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