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So It's been since Thursday I think that I've heard from my boyfriend. I don't really talk to him that much, because we live like 200 miles apart.... but he calls me everyonce in a while..... it's been about three weeks since I actually talked to him.... he called me to tell me his grandmother had passed on (thanks to those who prayed, like MANY thanks) about 3 weeks ago.... but I normally get a PM from about every other day.... but like I said before, I haven't heard from him since Thursday, I think. I'm really kind of scared because I think he may be mad at me. I don't know what I've done for him to be mad at me for though. Like, he's been online, and he's read my PM's because they're not in my outbox, but he's not responded to them. God, please don't let him be mad at me. That's the last thing in the world I want. I'm so scared because I don't know what I'll do if he's mad at me. I guess that's the price you pay for falling in love. You get so afraid to lose the person you're in love with. I've been crying all evening.