alright, after that INCREDIBLY emo entry last night, I'm feeling somewhat better. I'm in the "i just want to go to sleep and never ever wake up ever again" mood, but I guess it's getting better.
slowly...
and sometimes i want to shoot myself in the face for ever falling in love with him.
and believing that he could've ever been the only one
my soul mate
the one connected to me by a red thread
-sigh-
I need to stop talking/thinking about him. I'll only run myself into a hole that i won't be able to come out of for weeks. I mean seriously, after crying for half an our about him I can't even bring myself to hate him for just leaving me here!
so hence i'm gonna read the chat that I had with Na-chan last night about him and maybe i'll cry a bit more, and maybe i'll feel a bit better
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but i can't promise anything...
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