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my favorite thing about summer
that one thing that just tips it off as amazing
is how i can wake up at noon
go outside
and lay down in the freash cut grass
and stare up at the clouds
and just think
and no parents are there to yell at you
no little sisters annoying you
just you, the scent of flowers and fresh cut grass, and that big blue sky
or how you can always dance in the rain
and no one is at home to tell you not to
even if you catch a really bad cold
or how i can curl up on the couch
with just Lucy, me, and the TV
and i can just watch re-runs
of all those stupid old movies my mom likes
that i still cant get enough of
or how i can watch Beauty and the Beast
and no one is there to laugh at me when i cry
anyways i only have one day left
just one more day of school
and i am free
sorta
mom doesnt have a job, so i will probably hate summer
but i might be able to see charles more
if he doesnt dump me
which i think he may
i have been a little idk
immature?
bitchy?
both?
ooh well
im in one of those moods
where even though he might
and even though i claim that i would die
i dont think i would cry
it would be more of a numb feeling
and i would become distant
but in the end it would all be ok
and i would just meet someone better
they may be a few frogs in between
but i would find someone
how i know this?
because of one silly boy
who tricked a silly girl in to loving him
then broke her heart
and didnt care
and she thought she would never be able to move on
but here i am with Charles
and he is a billion and a half times better]
so maybe if charles breaks my heart
i will find someone a billion and a half times better than him
i mean it is know that history repeats itself
ah well, its get off this depressing subject
i am not veg anymore
why?
quite simple
i LOVE chicken
i could not eat anyother meat but chicken
and be just happy
and my mommeh made my favorite
lemon pepper chicken
and i ate it
and loved it
so again, i am a quitter
with go goals in life
and when i think i want to be a youth minnister
nope, i change my mind
i want to be an all ogranic chef and open a little store in Broadripple
...hehehe
ripple rhymes with n****e
hehe
anyways today in band me and my friend Andy
*who so has the hots for me, but he is like, ew*
acted out the scene from Star Wars Ep1
where Quagon(sp?) gets killed
and he was that one dude
with the red and black face
that is all creepy
and i was Quagon
and then Katie was Obe Won
and it was freaking amazing
but yeah
thats what geeks do in theur spare time
but because i saw Ep.1
i am dying to see the other 5
and so if anyone
ANYONE!
knows where i can get the entire box set on DVD
for like, cheap
i will so make mymom buy it for me
anyways i got to skadaddle
My gma has a kidney stone and my mom is at the hospital with her
and so i will be home with kate for a few more hours...
ooh joy
[[youramazinglywonderfullover]]Anna
 Retroactive N e r d · Fri May 23, 2008 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments |
