OK, so... keith can't go to the masqurade. that's ok, things don't always turn out the way i want them to be. but, nikki did a reading for me with her tarrot cards.
it was really weird.
She actually did two. The first one took over a period of a couple of months, and the other a period over 18 days. either way, if he chooses, it's a good turn out.
So, the second one i remember the best.
But the first one, my past was music somthing, meaning when we were in jazz band, we were kinda playing for each other... which was true on my side
ok, the second one, i kinda forgot my past and i forgot the present. but the third one, two days from now, told me taht i needed to let go. i'm holding onto a couple of guys because i still like them... but i love keith, oh god, i just said it o.o. anyways, then i remember the 3rd to last one "Yes." oh, i know what that means. oh god... when i saw that. i was so surprised, enjoyed, shocked, it was weird. but the last two were about them. it was self-forgivness and healing heart. So, if this happens, he will forgive himself for what happened in his last relationship and i will help him heal and... we'll be together. OMG THAT"S AMAZING!!!!! i really hope this happens. Nikki said he even had an opprotunity to come to the masqurade, but he might not. i really hope he does, but still... i dont' want to get my hopes too high.
so, that's all for now. we'll see what happens!!!
Oh, i forgot. every single reading i've done involving Keith has "stay optimistic" in it. meaning, i shouldnt' give up on teh hope that he likes me. because, i get the drift taht he doesn't, sometimes. But, he put up with NIKKI! and, he's been talking to me more smile so... again, we'll see what happens. But, i'm going for it, if the chance comes up, even if i have to give up the guys i still like.
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