of what you ask... im tired of stupidity, i am tired of people who try to make me do things because they don't want to hear the truth. I don't like dealing with people who choose to ignore me like i was nothing then expect me to act like some kind of friend. Being oblivious to a persons pain hurts them even more than anything anyone can imagine. The worse part though is the fact that i still allowwed myself to be used in this manner, and now im just tired of it. I am so tired of people who can't stand the fact they hurt someone, I am just tired of how it is that they don't want to accept the responsability of their actions.
Then the entire fact that those people will say one thing and mean another, when all i have done is said one thing then changed my mind afterwords. However there is one thing that i will keep a constant, i will never ever forgive jill for hurting me the way she has. That kind of pain isn't forgivable and frankly i want her to actually understand that. The only person that has hurt me in this that i still want to keep in cantact with is kerry, because i know he may have done something wrong, but he is my friend. Kerry also hasn't hurt me as much as Jill because well, frankly he had barely anything to do with what she has done, and constant attempts to victimize herself and turn him against me.
I hope he can realize some of the things she does that is rather manipulative like throwing a hissy fit every time that she doesn't get to talk to him for like one night just because plans came up. Even if he promised to be on, she needs to chill. I mean god it's hard enough for me to even seperate them for more than an hour at most, and she tries to say that she doesn't talk to him enough. That statement alone makes me laugh. If anyone asks me why i still wear the necklace that she gave me as a "symbol of our love" i'll tell them the straight truth why i wear it now is because i know now that people will say they love you, and not even mean a damnned word of it.
I would keep going on about this problem but it just isn't worth my time cya allz later... PheonixFlare
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Been through stuff like that but not with me having a boyfriend just the whole chick being manipulative. Anyways, I wanted to tell you that not all people say "I love you" and not mean it. I have never said something that I didn't mean when it came to that phrase!!! I'm here for ya if you need me!! ~Anne