Especially on days like today
I kind of just flipped out on my main boss. redface I didn't really mean to, but I'm super edgy today because I'm doing project work. Which means the only noise I hear is the humming of heaters, the phone ringing incessently, & the ******** who I despise working with whistling occasionally. Whistling & ringing phones make me very very edgy. I knew I should've brought my MP3 player today.
So, on my way to lunch, I ran into my shoft boss & the main boss. The main boss pops a question on me (What is HIPPA, or whatever the ******** it was) & I just kind of lost it. I was like "I really don't know right now". So, he started pushing buttons, saying "you don't know right now?" and I kind of blew him off. Which I know was wrong but I didn't really wanna break down right in front of him.
I think I just get emotionally unstable in this environment sometimes. Or maybe it's just PMS.
Either way, I feel the need to apologize to him, but I'm not going to be here since I have the next 2 days off. So, I'm going to ask my shift manager (who had 'a lil talk' with me before I came to eat my lunch) if I should write him a note, apologizing, or if I should just wait & tell him in person. I think I'm going to tell said shift manager to tell Mr. Big Boss that I plan to apologize as soon as I see him next. And I should probably find out what HIPPA (or whatever the ********) is before then lol.
Oh, what's really pissing me off is the ******** I'm upstairs with. He just really insanely pisses me off because he loves to talk s**t about people. He's the gossip & drama queen of the department. And I gave him plenty to talk s**t about today, especially since he was apparently close enough to hear me with my lil meltdown. I walked outside for my cig right after, & he just looks at me & goes "dumbass!" I was about to kick him in the face. He's such an antagonist.
I've really gotta start bringing my MP3 player with me on a regular basis; it seems as though any time I'm in an area where I'm alone with my thoughts, I get extremely ******** edgy.
Then again, Mr Big Boss gets me extremely edgy anytime he's around, too, because I really don't like him...I just don't like the way he deals with some things.
Though, after just now, I'm sure he thinks the same of me cry
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