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As you can tell [to whom I'm talking to, I don't know], I've been in the shittiest mood ever these past few days/entries. I don't know what's wrong with me, and I don't care right now. I'm in drivers ed., and the sooner I get my provisional in about six months, the closer I'll be to leaving my family and all the god-awful memories. Of course, when I do leave to who knows where, I'll take my guitar and the binder I have of love-notes Pat has written me over the past eight and a half months.
So. Bad news. My birthday is Friday. It's the day everybody, including both my parents, tend to forget. But that's okay. Pat totally forgot it, until Brendan said, "You realize your girlfriend's birthday is next week right?" And Pat flipped-out, I guess. He hasn't stopped asking me what I want. But I don't want anything. I don't want any possesions. I just want to take my exams and be done with being a Sophomore. The sooner I'm a Junior, the closer I am to being a Senior and graduating. I can't wait.
Oh. And I love how people try to act like they're Japanese when they're not, you know? I'm part Japanese so I can say Asian racial slurrs and such and totally get away with it. Most people can't though. But whatever. And I have a rant about the "Day of Silence" s**t about a month or so ago. If the gay population wants to be respected, why be silent about it? Seriously. Speak out! I'm ******** sick of the gay population saying, "WE'RE NOT RESPECTED." then they be quiet about it.
Anyway. I gotta go. Pat's going to be here soon to take me to Drivers Ed. since my mom totally flaked out and forgot about me. Toodles.
P.S. I want to write a novel. A very depressing novel to rant about my stupid pathetic life.
 CaRto0nz · Tue May 13, 2008 @ 11:21pm · 0 Comments |
