I never actually thought of the possibility of my orientation being questionable. But now, it seems it's just like dough. So complex, perhaps?
It's hard to explain, I think?
I dunno exactly what or whom I am attracted to. It's very complicated....
Hm, it's kind of like, if I like guys, I'm lying to myself,
and if I like chicks, I feel like I have to be a guy...
I dunno what is causing such a reaction, but it bothers me, not only in a depressing matter, but...In a way that kind of stabs at my soul...
If thats not too cheesy :/
It all happened after -erm- something happened~
then I realized how much my feelings affected me, then an epiphany hit me after those feelings....and I'm now to this.
I hate this feeling.
It's hard for someone else to understand, but I can't blame them for s**t :/
I can't explain it....but...
-touching words---
Empty hole in my chest,
nothing to fill the rest in.
and people keep walking, still yet no solution.
guards keep waiting, and time keeps ticking, but nothing
would poke my soul to death better then this.
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Fri May 09, 2008 @ 01:47am · 0 Comments |
