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MUAHAHAHAHAHA. Tomorrow [well, later on today, technically] I'm going to the doctor to get on Birth Control. NO MORE AWFUL PERIODS FOR MEEE! They'll only be about four-five days and light, while the periods I'm suffering now are ten days long with heavy bleeding and awful cramps. I'm so excited. :] My mom was like, "I BET YOU JUST WANT IT SO YOU AND PAT CAN ********." No! Not at all! But that is a very nice plus. ;D She just doesn't realize how bad my periods are because her's aren't bad at all. ANYWAY. I want to take the time and write about Pat, the love of my life.
He's such an amazing guy. I've been thinking about him all day. He's all I ever think about, and all I ever want to think about. He's such a blessing in my life, and such an amazing improvement over everybody else. Every other guy I've gone out with has told me that they'll always love me, but that's utter bull-s**t. John said that to get in my pants, and I'm the only girl he went out with who he didn't ********. Corey wanted me for sex. Kyle wanted me for sex. :/ Not too sure about James or Mike, though. Pat is so different. He's the real-deal. I know what he tells me is true. I know that he'll always love me. I know that what he says is coming from his heart. Every time I hear those words come from his mouth... those magical words of "I love you," my heart flutters and skips a beat. He always makes my heart, body, mind and soul smile. He's just... I can't even explain it. Pat is the greatest man in the world. He's the only guy I could ever imagine myself with. I would never want to be with anybody else. I could never love anybody the way I love him. I could never tell anybody else that I love them and mean it in the same way I mean it when I tell Pat that I love him. He loves me for me, and I love him for him. I know that him and I will be together forever, and it makes me smile every single time I even think about him. Whenever I open my phone and see him as my screen-saver, I smile and giggle, knowing that he's my true love. I LOVE YOU, PAT. WHEREVER YOU ARE. <3
 CaRto0nz · Mon Feb 18, 2008 @ 08:08am · 0 Comments |
