I couldn't slepp at all last night. It annoyed me to the pint to were I crawled out of bed and had to digg threw my old wodden chest to find an old buddie of mine. A purple black and neon orange raccoon stuffie I got when I was 5. I can't belive I got up out of bed to pull it out of the chest... I dont think I've needed to hold her in forever... but I just could'nt get my mind off some thing last night.
Why am I always such an idiot? I feel so stupid some time. and contradicting... things I swore I'd never do, feeling I swore I would never feel, and words I swore I would never say, but now... damn it!
would it be stupid of me to say it? stupid of me to tell him?
...I fear the stupidest things...
*snuggs her raccoon*
P l N K D O N U T · Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 04:20am · 5 Comments |