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Well today is the most dreaded day of all. Hate has filled my soul, pain is in my eyes. I cracked under pressure, my eyes teared, three tears fell from these eyes. I'm stunned, astonished even, I can't believe tears fell. But I didn't wipe them from my eyes, no I let them fall, I let them roll off my cheek. I hated it every last second of it, everyone in the whole school had a rose or box of chocolates. What did I have? Nothing at all, well I knew it was going to happen, but I wasn't ready for it. It happened way to fast, not even a hug, nothing at all. What did I say in my last journal entry, nothing but a bunch of fakes, no ones a true friend. All i wanted was a rose, just one, or even just a simple Happy Valentines Day. But I got neither, not a one, and they wonder why I'm crying, they wonder why I'm sad. Fools, all fools playing a foolish game of love and lies. Pain, I have very strong and deep pain in my chest. Can you feel it? Can you feel my pain, can you see why I sit and just keep trying to breath? Pain, tears, just everything is wrong.
Sitting in the classroom, looking at all of the pretty little flowers, looking at all the cute cards and listening to the sweet saying. Wishing I was the one being given flowers, cards, and sweet saying to. Just suck it up and deal with I suppose. Nothing can be done for me now, this gaping hole in my heart just got a lot bigger, and I have a feeling it's going to get even bigger soon.
 Poetic_Indulgence · Thu Feb 14, 2008 @ 08:05pm · 0 Comments |
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