here we go.... lol.... This is another thing I think about, and that of course is my family... Always thinking about my sisters, my cousins, my parents, my brother, aunts, uncles, and grandparents... Thinking about how much I love them, and care about them... Even when they can be a total pain in my butt.... But one of the things that bothers me is that i know it is important to be there for your family, and stuff... But how do you do that when there not there for you... When there like ooo you need to come and visit us sometime, but yet they won't take time to come and visit you... Then it is bothersome when you move closer to them, and yet they still won't come to see you... Then on top of that they decide that there going to move to another state... So your like what the hell i moved out here to be closer to you guys, and now you decide to move even father away... The fact that every time you do go to see them there always busy with there friends, partying and drinking.... So then you start to think why bother... I have better things to do then just sit around and watch you guys make fools of yourselves in front of your friends... Yea i know that this is pretty bad and stuff, but this is what my family is like... Twisted and messed up... I mean what started this thought was my grandma telling my dad that my aunt uncle my cousins, and even her were thinking about moving to Tennessee... I mean yea there thinking and have been saying this for a long time, but now all of a sudden there getting rid of stuff... So i have a feeling they are... So that means I won't see my cousins for another 5-10 years... I just hate it.... so yea thats whats been on my mind...
 Neige88 · Thu Jan 31, 2008 @ 04:23pm · 0 Comments |
