Well...I actually drew something...I drew a picture of Jin from Samurai Champloo...It looks alright. I'd say it's one of my better drawings but that's only because I haven't drawn in a very long time...I finished that Jin picture in an hour and 15 minutes...I was shocked that it didn't take me forever and a day and that I completed it in one sitting. O_O wow-za.
I went to Heather's house yesterday...too bad she couldn't spend the night at my house tho...that would have been lotsa fun...no one ever comes over anymore so it would have been a welcome change to have a friend over...a friend besides Alex anyway...Alex and I went swimming in my aunt's pool the other day...that was pretty fun...I almost drowned in 3 and a half feet of water tho... that was kinda sad...
Lately I've been thinking a lot about people I used to know and old friends who have moved away...or people I used to talk to on the internet that don't ever talk to me anymore...I miss everybody so much. Even the people I can't stand anymore...I miss the fun times we used to have before we changed into different people. I miss Maddy and Zack. I miss Paco and Trey. I miss Megan and Joy. I miss Jesse and Donnie. I miss almost everything about who I was before they went away, away out of town or away on a different path in life. I don't know why, but lately these people, who have either forgotten about me or just hate me now, have been on my mind. I miss hanging out with Zack and Maddy, despite how little we did. I miss Trey's wit and humour and Paco's charm and kindness. I miss Megan's little random outbursts and Joy's heart to heart talks. I miss Donnie's company and Jesse's friendship. There are others but these people in particular have touched my life in a way they will never know because they are gone. They probably don't know that I miss them this much and that I even cared about them as much as I do, but that's okay with me. I don't mind if they didn't see me in the same light as I see them. I don't mind if they've forgotton about me. It does make one sad tho...thinking that you spent so much time with a person, (whether on the computer, phone, or in person) and they might not have even cared about you in the slightest. That's what makes me sad. None of these people probably know how much they meant to me and still mean to me, but I care about them anyway. I love them like a friend should and I might not be getting that love back, but I don't care. Not anymore. These may be one-sided friendships or were at one time, but at least there is still a side to it, holding some type of bond there, even if it may be a weak one.
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