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one word... crying wow crying (and not the good kind). cry I'm not going to say i completely understand what you're going through, because obviously i don't...but, I will say this...always look for the light at the end of the tunnel *no i don't mean heaven* lol My philosophy is, in every trial and tribulation there is always some good that may come out of it. As an example, I'm sure this current situation has/is made/ is making you a stronger person, and I'm sure you will heal through time, although you may still have that deep wound things will slowly get better...and I speak from experience rolleyes cry One thing I must say is this, either time will help you heal, or it will make you a bitter person. I've seen this happen in my 'family,' and would hate to see it happen to another. sad I keep saying I understand your situation...well...let me explain. (Okay this is gonna b kinda long rolleyes ) Late one night when i was about 5 years old, my father came home 'from work.' Actually, he was in a fight and supposedly threatened to run over a man, well, the police came to our house around 2am, threw him on the floor and hancuffed him (he never knew i had been watching the entire time). emo My mom kept telling me he was on a business trip for a while, when actualy he was in jail for 3months. About 6 years later, my mom finally had enough with his verbal abuse and finally decided to devorce him, which was strangely a big relief when he finally left. Okay, the one part I left out was this...my dad had been seeing another woman sinse I was 10, which was why my mom told him to get out (and till this day she denies that there was another woman i his life). So, anyways...although my dad didn't walk out phisically during that time...he was never present emotionally in my life, which in a way hurt me more than if he were just to leave altogether. Okay, not sure if any of this made sense, but I would, if you would accept it, would like to offer you my sincerest condolences on this matter. Again, I know your pain and state again, YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS!!!!!! ...I KNOW. wink

PS~If ya ever want someone to talk to...just send me a PM...My heart is always available to you. heart heart heart smile smile smile

:burst into tears: heart I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD!!!!!!! heart

crying (tears of joy) This is making me so emotional..... Oh, I need a tissue! (even though I am just a random person that barely knows all of u. It's just so...... joyful!.....)