First some brackground so you understand the situation (Srry for the spelling errors my moms keyboard SUX when you press the space bar it doesn't work half the time sad )
anyway, during the summer after grade 8 I was kicked out of my moms house in august and sent to live at my dads house, this lasted about 2 months, then I was back at my moms full time.This summer I was kicked out at the end of July and sent to live at my fathurs...again...when my mom has troubles with me she kicks me out! razz and so I unwillingly lived at my fathurs for 3 and a half months until last night.Me and my brother got into some stuiped bicker over NOTHING! But my dad got involved and it escalated.When he was done being pissy with me my brother went back to his game and I watched him play while my dad did laundry...everything was fine.Then out of nowhere my dad calls me into the hallway and starts yelling at me cuz I looked sullen. At the end of this fight I laughed at him for his pathetic attemt to intimadate me and he took this as me enjoying fighting, which I don't...I HATE it! And so he told me to call my mom and to go live with her.He left and I cried on my bed for a bit(Call me a whimp all you ******** want)He came back in and yelled some more....and then some more...and then some more, and then I called my mom and she agreed to pick me up after work. So I packed my stuff up and left.I was feeling completely abandend, I mean who wouldn't? I was just kicked out of my house and sent to live at my moms house when she didn't want me either...great...and so to my moms bfs house we went. There I had a long talk with my mother about if she could leave me alone at the house over-night.She brought up things from my past and I tried to convince her that I'v changed...which I have.But theres no changing that stuborn bitches mind especially with her bf there. I only wanted to be alone so I could effing think for once!I havn't been alone in over 3 months!O.O but I'm alone for the day...finally...so today I shall call my dad to see if he'll let me go back cuz my mom doesn't want me here...do you know how bad it feels when neither of your parents want you?And so after I call my dad I shall give you an update on whats going on...to whoever reads this....which is prolly no1 but allwell>.< and if you call me a whimp for crying just think about how you would feel if you got kicked out of ur house then kicked out of the house that you were sent to for being kicked out and then told that ur not wanted at the house u were sent to for being kicked out of the house you were sent to for being kicked out...wow thats confusing but thats my life...so now I'm not wanted...anywhere...I wish I could move out an forget all of this s**t. I still think I had my best idea when I was 5. I wanted superpowers, not to be "cool" or superstronge or even to save my parents from there divorce...nothing like that at all. I wanted the power to fly. And not so I wouldn't have to walk, or to make people jeliouse or anything, but so I could fly away...somewhere far away so I wouldn't have to see my mom or my dad again...ever...I would just fly for the rest of my life because at age 5 I had already found out that people only hurt you and that the people you love hurt you and you can't stop it...I bet you didn't know that at age 5!But I geuss I'v been ******** since I was little...I'm gunna go sulk for awhile....thank you for reading the thoughts of a broken child...
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