I have a four-day-weekend because of Credentialing [parent/teacher conferences]. So yeah. But Wednesday was a hectic day for Fago. I woke up with an hour to get ready to go to my ortho for my follow-up. My mom told me I'd have to take out my lip-rings, but I didn't have to. *Sigh of relief* They thought I was preggers, though. The lady was like, "Honey, are you pregnant?" I gave her the death glare, and in a snotty attitude, I said, "No." I didn't mean to be that mean. Lol. I scared her to the point where she didn't talk to me after that. Uhm. I got my retainer tightened. Then after that, I was on my way home and my mom stopped by Wendy's to get me food. I get to school in time for third-block [gym]. There's twenty minutes of the hour and a half left. So I go try to find which of the two gyms my class is in. The one they were in was locked, so I sat by the girls locker-room and texted people. I also watched the Special Ed. class play basketball. Very interesting. Anyway. Finally the girls come out of the locker room, so I walk to the gym with them to get signed-in. My boyfriend see's me, and comes running at me and pretty much tackles me with love-hugs. I couldn't even get the words "Hello, Pat!" out of my mouth because he was kissing me so much. Lol. My friend Amanda was like, "He missed you a lot." I gave her the look of, "Oh. I didn't notice at all." The lunch bell rang, so we went to lunch. The worst part of the day happened: I thought I saw the guy who raped me two years ago. It's impossible, though, because he killed himself a week after he did it. But I almost had a panic attack. My boyfriend understood, and drug me away from him as quickly as he could. Then we went outside with my friend Alexis so she could "stalk" her love. I was trying to recover from the almost-panic attack. My boyfriend was holding me close, kissing my forehead, telling me that it's going to be alright. My first boyfriend, John, got an eye-full of that and got pissed. I smiled to myself and watched as Alexis unbuttoned my friend Tina's pants. It was so funny. Alexis pointed in some random direction then unbuttoned her pants and pulled up her shirt. It was awkward/hilarious/embarrassing/interesting. So the lunch bell rings again for everybody to go to fourth block. Mine's an hour and a half of algebra. Woot. *Cough*Not*Cough* So my boyfriend walks me to my class, kisses me good-bye, and I go in. My math teacher acts weird around me. He thinks my mom is hot, so now he feels awkward around me. Typical. Every guy thinks my mom is hot. One of my past boyfriends only dated me to get close to my mom. Eww! Anyway. Math was fun. We had a quiz which was uber easy. I'm the top in that class, so yeah. Afterward, there was a sudoku puzzle. I couldn't figure it out, so I crumpled it up and started doodling. I get on the bus, and my ex is right there. I was like, "Oh, lovely." He's been pissing me off lately. He has a Gaia account. *Grumble* Anyway. I sit in the seat in front of him because it's the only one open. My gangster friend, Richard, sits with me and asks me if I'm okay. I shake my head no, then I look at James. He gets it, pats my head, then talks to his friends. Here's what happened between me and James: I asked him to take me off his profile after we broke-up and he got a new girlfriend [I was his first], and he refused. Then he blocked me and removed every trace of me from his Gaian account. Thank God. So I do the same to him. I log into a mule account, and read his journal entry. It says how his new girlfriend is the "love of his life" and how he wants to be with her forever. He said the same exact s**t about her that he did about me. I know what's going to happen. They're going to be together for a few months, then he'll call her a "whore." He told me that he things the only reason I'm dating him is because I "want to get in his pants." So I broke up with him two days later because of that, and his friends hated me. And he was so clingy! I never got a free moment! Anyway, back to my shitty Wednesday. So, that got me in the worst mood possible. But all of my bad-moods went away when Pat [my boyfriend] texts me the sweetest text in the world. I start crying tears of happiness and tell him he's the best guy in the world for me and that I love him so much. Here's what he sent me the first time *saved the text because it's so cute*: "I've never felt this way for anyone before. I had just about given up on relationships and love before you, I thought they were stupid and love wasn't real." It's amazing what one text will do to cheer somebody up, huh?
CaRto0nz · Fri Oct 26, 2007 @ 08:27pm · 2 Comments |