today my crush, joey, broke up with his gf. and he broke up with her for me. sad i kno i should sound happy, but i'm not. maddy (joey's ex-gf) was crying during lunch and i didin't kno until some1 told me. these 2 girls said joey broke up with maddy 4 me. then i went 2 c maddy and i saw her crying. as soon as she saw me, she walked away and said,"stay away from me!" through tears. the 2 girls who told me stayed behind and 1 said, " i can't believe this happened." then i said 2 the girl who was with me (angie)," this isn't fair 2 maddy. i'm not worth a boy braking up with their girlfriend. this isn't right." i waited awhile and then came over to maddy who was still crying. then i told her "maddy, i'm sorry. if joey asks me 2 b his girlfriend i'll tell him no and 2 go back out with u k?" "i don't want to go out with joey and more," she said still crying, " he broke my heart twice and i don't want to go 4 a third!" she said through sniffles.
this girl named ciara kicked him and started to yell at him too. then this girl named kailee told joey i didn't give a s**t about him any more and he started to cry. u wouldn't strike him as emoitional but he was, he always cared about other people and not only himself. this mourning he asked me if i was okay and i asked why he asked and he said it was because i looked sad. at first i felt only sorry for maddy but when i realized ever1 had turned on joey, i felt sorry for him 2. just looking at him in that state, it made me want to cry. i clamped my mood necklace and rubbed it slowly and hard. i couldn't stop staring at joey, i wanted 2 look away but i couldn't. he kept looking at me to .
after lunch i had math class, i sat right next to joey as always. as soon as he sat next to me leaned over to the side towards me and asked, "is it true you really don't give a s**t about me?" i paused and whispered "no." he seemed satisfide. during math class kailee had made a letter readding " dear maddy, everyone who has signed this note is sorry your boyfriend is a piece of s**t. sincerily, kailee and these others" she had almost everyone sign it and when it got to anna maria who was right next to me kailee said it was my turn next. i couldn't beleave her and the worst part was, joey that she was his friend. joey said he would start a rumor about every person who signed that note and then i said ,"joey don't. please don't," my eyes started to tear up and he tried not to look at me "please don't do it joey." i used a soft voice. and kuintion signed the note twice and one he put one of joey's bestfriend's signature by it (when you signed the note you put ur named under sincerily and then write a note on the back with ur sig next to it) then later on kuintion asked joey why he dumped maddy then i yeld,"IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUISNESS!" "IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUISNESS EITHER MARISSA!" kuintion yeld back."actually it is kinda her buisness because she's my friend." kuintion shuted up but we both new in our minds that that was not the case.
 xXRawr-GirrXx · Tue Oct 16, 2007 @ 02:18am · 6 Comments |
