Ehhhhh. I'm in such a shitty mood right now. But I don't want to talk about it. All I will say about it is this: I've been a closed book lately. && I hate it. But, whatever. I have random bruises on my body. Plus random scratches. The gash on my hand is healing nicely. But it still hurts. I'm in one of those moods like, "I don't care what happens to me." If I die, then whatever. If I break an arm, leg, or a heart, then whatever. One thing that has cheered me up is this: One of my old friends [he was in 9th grade when I was in 8th] is contacting me again. His name is Stephen, and he's freaking hillarious. It's been over a year, and he finally IMed me on AIM the other day. He was like, "SOPHIA! I MISS YOU!" I was like, "WTF?! WHO ARE YOU!?!?" Then he was like, "Stephen and Mr. Fluffles!" Then I laughed and remembered. We chatted, and he's like, "I broke up with my girlfriend." He made a point to tell me that. I thought it was sweet. He always made me laugh in class, and I really care about him. I would go-out with him, but he probably wouldn't date a 10th grader. He's in 11th grade, and there's much prettier girls than me for him to date. So yeah. But it's nice to have a friend. Kinda like me and Josh. o_o; I don't have as big of a crush on him anymore, but it's still there. Just... hiding? My other friend, Ryan Brooks, has a huge crush on me. He like, attacked me from behind with tickles the day of registration. We've both secretly liked each other since we first met in like... kindergarden. But my 'attraction' for him died. He seriously needs a hair-cut. It's like, really long and ewwie. D: He should get a faux-hawk 'cause they're hot. Whenever I get married and have a kid [if it's a boy], I'm gonna give him a faux-hawk. Gahhhhh. I'm still in a really bad mood. I'll update later tonight with more, but right now I'm just lazy and don't feel like typing too much.
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P.S. [Insert pissed rant about boys here]
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Yup! That's what the next journal entry is going to be.
CaRto0nz · Fri Aug 03, 2007 @ 01:30am · 1 Comments |