Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

last nite was prom. i was the showfer for my friend and his date. that wasnt so bad i only got lost once because i for got what road i was on. i got to wear a tophat and a monacal. xd that was fun. when the 2 of them danced together it was haleares. they all most seemed like they could make it work. but at the dance it self it when to hell for me. i saw my X there and it finaly tock full effect. the facted that i am indeed single the pain of not haveing some one to talk to or hug is a real big pain. its all most like a hole where my heart is. i still care for her but theres not much i can do. i was going to dance with one of her friends just to make her jellos but i never got a chance to ask the one that it would look realy like i was over her to dance, because both of them were allways to gether and when they wernt i could not find her. so prom for me was pointless. and the pain of being single sucks a** crying