Im not in a great mood today some kids at the bus station were harasin me and my girlfreind. I wanted to hurt someoen but i have very strong morals so i didnt do a thing about hurting them. Im mad that i cant hurt myself when I feel down cause if i do my girlfriend will hurt herself. I love her so much and i dont wish to cause her any pain but i think the thought that i can get so down to the point were i may hurt myself hurts her. I gave her my knife which meant a lot to me cause i used it to cut myself and now she ahs it cause my life has been raised from a level so low that if i was dead hell wouldnt ahve accepted me. I make no sense this is just a lot of ranting.
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