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Wow...

My emotions have taken a humongous trip these last few days...

I've like been getting angry... sad... frustrated... ANNOYING I'm sure too.

I dont know whats come over me.

I have thought after thought going through my head.

Its wanting to kill me or something. I feel so... blah and like... life sucks and blah blah.

OH!!!

One good thing has happened though... I got my internet back. At home.

I'm at my dads right now so... yeah.

High speed internet.

Yay me!!!

I feel special...

Daddy just walked in and looked at me and said, "Life only sucks because you live it on the computer..." I have a life... it just sucks more.

So I come to the computer. Which is a lot better.

But now I met someone and whoopty Flippin Doo... I'm obsessed with her. Which so isnt good for my health. Its annoying... because well... I dont think she likes me as much.

See I'm annoying. If I were her and was reading this I would freaking break the computer in half or something... because I'm annoying.

I like someone a little too much and like...

Its creepy...

AND

I dont even know her in person... maybe its because shes just fun to talk to and I havnt had that a whole lot. Everyone I know sucks... except My best buddy of course.

I wish someone will just come and yell some sense at me...

Because I'm sure this person I'm obsessed with isnt exactly liking my emotional freakouts...

I dont like my emotional freakouts...