Well,Im tired right now and it's only the begining of a long week,state testing,other tests and speeches have to get done this week.And thats not the worst thing that happened to me today i found out that one of my friends has been in the hospitale for a week now getting tests done,she might have luceamia(don't look at me like that I kow I can't spell)or loopis.I feel really sad and I want to see her.I herd that her mom was on the phone crying because her daughter,my friend,called every night asking if she was going to die.Im still shocked about this that I just don't know how to react,should i be crying ,should I call her house,should I.....I ..i don't even know what i can do I mean how do you react to this sort of thing,my friend might die,I've been to funerals before and I don't want to go to anymore I ,I just break down at funerals. I cryed for my grandmother who I barely knew,Now one of my friends is dieing,I pray that she isn't,I don't think I could handle one of my friends dieing...just thinking about that is makeing me shake and I have no way to get rid of this feeling ,I'll pray and whoever out there is reading this please,just pray for her.Thank you. sad cry
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