So, yesterday wasn't all that great (obviously). I walked home from the library in tears, and I didn't stop crying until I got home.
Ryan saw me at the bridge. He might have said something to me, but I was listening to music. I didn't hear anything else.
Yeah, it turns out that my arms are two colors now! Isn't that just great? Yes it is.
Um... Hm... Oh!
I hung out with Adrienne and Nicole last night, and we went to Ricky's for a short while. And I saw Matt there, and I'm just going to say this: Nice body, b***h. lol.
I spent the night at Nicole's friend Ryan's house in Rock Falls. How exciting was that?!?!?!?!! I drank Code Red. Yes I did.
Well... let's see... I'm going to the loony bin with Nicole this summer, so you guys probably wont see me often. It is going to be hellaciously fun. Yes. Don't forget, Kathryn, you still have to take me to Pigstock this summer! I'm looking forward to it. I'll probably be back from the ward by then.
Um... Hm...
I have a message for boy. You know what? ******** it.
I have a message for Kyle.
I hope you're happy. You've certainly made me ecstatic. You've become a part of me, by the way. Just saying that right now. You left scars. Quite a few of them, I might add. I wrote a rant about what you said. I'm not sure how many people I'm going to let read it, but...
Be happy with her. And this time, I really mean it. I don't really want to inflict that much negativity in your direction, so I'm going to say one more thing:
Your words meant more to me that you think, and they affected me more than you can imagine.
Anyway, I'll see you guys around... Ashley's coming back tomorrow. That makes me happy ^-^ Eyay!
But yeah... I'll see you in school.
But I probably wont say anything to you. At all.
Bye.
 siriustoast · Sat Apr 02, 2005 @ 06:34pm · 1 Comments |
