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i hate LOVE!
know why??
it's wen i happen 2 know that there's just no hope 4 us being 2gether yet i still pray 2 make it work.. it's like, wen ur MIND says LET GO, but ur HEART says HOLD ON. [char haha]
[Heart over mind or mind over heart? Which one will i choose?]
and most of ol, it's wen no matter how hard i try 2 4get u, I JUST CAN'T.. bcoz of d fact that i really love u and i just dunno y.. [ewww]
"try loving some1 u've loved before and u'll realize that it will either lead u 2 d same thing that happened before or something better. not hard isn't it??
but y not try 2 LOVE SOME1 HU DOESN'T LOVE U BACK??"
~It's either u see urself giving up or dying daily.~
~IF U LOVE AND GET HURT, LOVE MORE. IF U LOVE MORE AND GET HURT MORE, LOVE EVEN MORE. IF U LOVE EVEN MORE AND GET HURT EVEN MORE, LOVE SOME MORE UNTIL IT HURTS NO MORE.~ i can never own something that i never had. so i shud stop gripping on things that will never be mine. sometyms, what drives one away is not d absence of emotion.. but d overwhelming presence of it! FALLING IN LOVE IS NEVER A DECISION - ALWAYS BY CHANCE.. STAYING INLOVE IS NEVER A CHANCE - ALWAYS A CHOICE.. FALLING OUT OF LOVE IS NEVER A CHOICE - ALWAYS A DECISION.. "attraction cums 2 by chance but true love that lasts is truly a choice." fate brings two persons 2gether but it's still up 2 them 2 make it happen - 2 make LOVE happen.. we may meet some1 by chance but loving some1 is still a choice.. sometyms, i choose 2 pretend that i am happy so that i won't explain 2 others my reason of being sad. SMILING is always easier than explaining to all why I am sad.. d person hu truly loves me is some1 hu sees d pain in my eyes. and d person i love most has d best capacity 2 make me smile and make me d happiest person in this world.. and may give me d worst heartache that i can never imagine! "time can ease d pain but it can never get back what we once had and lost.. time can't tell wen or how we would move on after ol was sed and done. bcoz God gave us d time but we never valued this gift that he had given us. so learn 2 treasure d ones u choose 2 love ayt now.. bcoz wen they go, there won't be time 2 have them back.." in lyf, i have done every way of fighting. i heard every painful lies.. been in every heartbreaking scene and felt every dreadful feeling.. i thot going thru it ol will then make me realize that i have 2 stop d fight at least 2 save a little 4 myself.. but u know what's funny?? IT'S WHEN I SEEM 2 BE SO MUCH TIRED OF IT ALL BUT STILL, I CAN'T JUST QUIT.. NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS.. AND STILL HOPING THAT ONE DAY, I'LL BE ABLE 2 FIND SOMEONE WHO COULD LOVE ME NOT JUST "RIGHT" BUT "REAL". i dunno y we ol hang on 2 something we know we're better off letting go.. it's lyk we're scared 2 lose something that we don't really have! :( i want 2 have some1 hu cud ease d pain i feel right now.. hu will hold me tight and will never let me go, till every drop of tears i have had fallen, thru sad and happy times and until d time that i can no longer move.. as i talk 2 him on d phone each and every night, as he sings me a lulluby till i fall asleep and whispher, "I WILL NEVER GIVE YOU UP MY shina!" [char kaluod haha] time may take us away.. space may keep us apart.. rumors and hurts may break us down.. yet no matter where life leads us, "I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE AND I'LL NEVER STOP CARING!" |
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