• I got used to it,
    the static in my mind
    is a constant state
    and I'm resigned.
    I'm never thinking clearly
    and the pain that hurts the most
    is that these feelings aren't mine
    I'm just the host.
    Shooting static shocks
    my thoughts are interrupted
    and my feelings, my reality
    are disrupted.
    I'm not dreaming
    but when will I wake
    and break this replay button
    for my every mistake.
    Waiting for the end
    or the beginning
    of a world where I'm...
    actually living.