• heart sinking in red light
    bubbly, chlorine infused water fills up my lungs
    the water i'm behind is transparent
    the silence adds more chemicals to the mix,
    hydrochloric acids
    eat away at my throat
    i have no words
    formaldehyde rushes over my skull,
    into my brain and blood
    fingertips cold, typing carefully
    hope i don't break a finger
    writing all my 3am poems and secrets about you
    my head is having seizures, my body is numb and
    quite cold when you ignore me
    i don't want to live forever with you
    wish i could decompose