• My mind works like a machine
    Turn on, turn off, work hard, slow down
    The easiest thing to do
    is to not look like a clown

    But when I see you,
    my heart skips a beat.
    I don’t know what to do,
    I just try to be neat

    I try to do that because
    you make me feel so scrambled.
    My head spins, my legs weaken
    I don’t know how to act, so I just ramble

    But that was before I saw the real you
    The you that frightens me.
    It’s the part that makes me think
    you’re stuck in your head, unable to be free

    I want to help you, but you won’t let me
    Now that we’re apart,
    you won’t even look at me
    and it breaks my heart.

    You think I hurt you for fun,
    for laughs, but that’s far from true.
    I know you hate me, but I don’t hate you

    SPREAD YOUR RUMORS
    SPREAD YOUR LIES
    YOU’LL NEVER HURT ME
    You’re too cowardly to look me in the eyes.

    If you told me to my face
    that you knew I lied to you,
    I would tell you the truth,
    “You don’t know that. But I’ll say this to you:

    I thought you would yell,
    I thought you would scream,
    But all you did was make things up.
    You gave me power, so now I’m a bright white beam”

    Just say it to my face

    I’m begging you