• You say you love me
    But then why do I feel used?
    I feel like a holiday or some kind of treat,
    It's like I'm an escape from what is real.
    Remember when I was the reality?
    Why can't we still have that?
    You have adjusted, moving to a new life.
    I'm still stuck in the present time but with a lot less light.
    When ever we are united it feels like its right.
    But then when the other leaves I'm lost
    And your fine.
    I let you go because it was what was right.
    But now I rethink my decision, now that it's too late.
    You say you feel distant and you no longer find your comfort here.
    With those words you make true my biggest fear.