• You cry in agony as you weep in pain
    The depressing thoughts overcome you
    You don't know where it all went wrong
    So you think for hours of your pathetic life
    The misery is calling you like a vulcher
    It overcomes you as you weep
    You sit for hours
    Pondering
    Asking yourself
    "Is this really me..?"
    "Am I that pathetic..?"
    The self pity and hatred enrages you as you sit there
    Dead in the eyes
    People pass bye and they don't notice it
    They don't notice the tears
    They don't notice the dead eyes that connect to your soul
    They don't notice a thing except their selfish wantings
    Oddly okay with that though..
    When people start to notice is the day you speak
    The day your caught off guard
    But by nosy people who only want it to gossip
    You are so afraid to speak
    You know what people will think
    You know what people will say
    They will look at you differently
    So that's why you bottle it up and become pathetic at night
    You ask yourself "Is that me..?"
    You ask what happened to you but secretly, you don't want to know
    You never want to know
    You know that when you know what happened to you, you will think about that
    Until the self-hate and pity are too strong and you take your own life
    That secrifice is mad in hopes that maybe someone will care about you for once even when you know they don't
    Nobody cares, no matter what they say
    Don't let them decieve you
    Deciet is their number one weapon