with no regret

• Artist: harvey x
• Description: another poem i wrote in my notebook
• Date: 06/21/2011
• Tags: with regret

when we first met
a glimmer i saw in your eyes
i would talk to you
not for your disguise
the make up
and expensive jewelry
was nothing compared
to your natural beauty

your personality would consume me
everyday we spoke i thought of you
you are also so intelligent
and never was rude
everyday we were friends
i allways wanted more
but fear of rejection
would keep me at shore

your eyes enchanting me
your words so sweet
just talking to you
swept me off my feet
i tried to be what you wanted
i tried to dress my best
and fit your fantasy
but you only looked at the rest

people who disgust me
people who degrade you
you care for people who didn't feel the same
and you didn't even give me a view
i didn't know if it was masochiny
but i couldn't bring myself to give you pain
when ever someone hurt you
you cried and soon shrugged it off as if it were a stain
and allways went back
and allways was treated the same

my love for you is eternal
and shall forever be
i only wish it was a mutual feeling
and wasn't only me
years went bye
and you stayed the way you are
having your heart broken
having your heart torn apart

i stood there throughout all the pain
all the times you were blue
gave you a shoulder to cry on
and comfort you
i sat with you
and heard your dreams
we both talked of lots of things
we both wrote poems
and guessed each ones meanings

and one day fate came to you
in the form of a fist
striking violently until you couldn't breath
and you passed away into the mist
so i took my gun
and avenged your death
now on the run i wrote this for you
my final words before my last breath

hopefully soon i'll be with you
and we can meet again
some place better
without being condemned
its all for you
with no upset
and just know
i did this with no regret

with all my love,
your dearest friend