• I woke up... Got of bed..and as I got ready for the day that awaited
    me..I turned on my iPod, I saw a picture of a current relationship I'm
    in...I thought to myself...I was so close to losing..losing just as
    many things we have in life that we think need to change or we think
    we don't want anymore ....

    It would turn out that the very thing we try to change....it's the
    very thing we are looking for... Why do we keep searching. For
    something else ,of we have right in front of us the very thing we
    looked for all our lives...it could be what we humans tend to
    naturally do when they already have what they were looking for...even
    when they know...the next person who is not as lucky...would give
    anything to have what he has right now and still we neglect the things
    we have.... ...

    Eventho I understand this ...I still feel ashamed of my
    thoughts ...the ones I used to have...the truth is Ive always had
    everything I ever asked for...and more... And I have many times failed
    to understand this...

    It like if we were taking an exam and when you put an answer...and
    then the insecurness kicks in and you quickly whant to change your
    answer...most of the times the 1st answer is the right one... So if we
    already have what we wanted... Why do we need to change it...if we
    do...we could get you wrong answer...in life..

    ...people...don't neglect ...what you have..be greatfull for what you
    got... Don't try to change what it's already perfect...you might
    regret it...I did...I got a second chance...I made the most of it...