• Chased down the rabbit hole by all the things I do not know
    Where everything is what it isn't and there's no knowing whichever way it is you're going
    I feel lost in an open maze, trying to escape a poison long gone from my veins
    The darkness seems faster than the light
    And I lay there for hours wishing you would hold me once again
    But all my magical thinking never leads me back to you
    Abandoned and all alone I find myself surround by loving friends and family
    Filling a black hole with the closest pill to numb an emptiness unexplained
    For all the goodbyes never said and the all the tears made into rivers
    I bow my head and turn my back on you
    There is so much more than this and so much less than what it has to be
    I've fallen from some form of misguided grace
    And stumbling with scrapped knees and broken damaged silhouetted wings
    Oh Darling, don't be ridiculous, I'm fine.