• Pain spreads through me
    As another day goes by without him.
    Every day it feels like more poisen
    Is reaching my ever so lonely heart, aching for him
    To feel something
    Causing me to go into a spiralling depression.

    I hate it but I know he and I will never be
    The pain rips through my body
    Every time a mention of him
    Passes by my ears, seeing him
    Causes me to freeze and shake
    Unable to handle it
    Every touch from him
    Makes my stomach feel
    Like it's rapidly falling down
    Oh I'm falling down.

    Every tear for him
    Would fill the ocean
    The ocean that would carry me
    To an ever so lonely
    Island of my soal
    Or down to the bottom
    funny how the thing that
    Escaped from I was filled with sorrow
    Is coming back to refill me soroow
    And pain again

    I hate it but I know he and I will never be
    The pain rips through my body
    Every time a mention of him
    Passes by my ears, seeing him
    Causes me to freeze and shake
    Unable to handle it
    Every touch from him
    Makes my stomach feel
    Like it's rapidly falling down
    Oh I'm falling down.

    No matter how much pain he brings
    No matter how hard I try
    I cannot let him go
    A life without him would be
    A life without a life
    Not a Life at all.

    I hate it, I hate it
    I hate it but I know he and I will never be
    The pain rips through my body
    Every time a mention of him
    Passes by my ears, seeing him
    Causes me to freeze and shake
    Unable to handle it
    Every touch from him
    Makes my stomach feel
    Like it's rapidly falling down

    It feels like a million butterflies
    Are trying to break free inside
    The key lies within his heart
    And hid eyes are
    Like hooks that capture me
    Never letting me
    Go
    Though they are filled with love
    They leave me in a barren wasteland of broken heart
    And I keep falling dowm
    Oh I'm falling down.