• im so sorry...
    i treated you like i hated you
    i treated you with no love
    with no respect
    with not a care in the world for you
    i never listened to you
    i never apologized for all the pain and hurt i cause you
    i never tried to catch your tears when they fell, i let them fall and dry up
    i never wanted to get close to you, because i was afraid...
    afraid of not being the daughter you wanted
    afraid of being let down by you
    afraid of one day when i needed you there the most you wouldnt show up...
    like you always done...
    and now i notice my flaws
    and truthfully i wont tell you any of this until you notice yours
    i may not actually mean it when i say i love you until you do...
    but for whats it all worth...
    i am sorry... and i really do love you