• Screaming so loud
    yet no one can hear
    Screaming out my frustrations, hurt, anger and pain
    Screaming for help, but not wanting help,
    not wanting anyone near
    Pushing everyone away, secluding myself
    Isolating myself from the world
    Feeling as is in a dream, as if nothing is real
    as if i don't belong
    Walking through a dark, hazy, cloud
    Can't find my way out, no one can get in
    Punishing myself,beating myself up for
    things that are out of my control
    Pulling away from everyone and everything
    Just drifting away
    No more feeling, no more pain
    Slowly fading away