• as the night begins to turn into day i always wonder if im going to be alive to see the next day i always wonder if im going to see a next day or a next night what about the day untill i see my first kid come to like or the day that my parents die i wonder..... maybe if i did wonder how much people car about me if they see the true colors of me or maybe if my parents tell me to do something i wonder what do they really see inside me i wonder do they see this little girl alone is this huge world without guidance or do they just see this emo child resting upon the needs and wont i wonder if im going to see another day i hope so.