• when all else fails and you still have the hole in your chest where a heart once rested
    when you can't find a way to make the pain ease
    when you want to rip out your lungs, throat, heart, kidney
    what do you do?
    you reach for the razor
    you forget the present and focus on the pain
    you cut and ease it a little
    you bleed away with pain
    you start from the beginning the next day
    you now know true pain
    enjoy it
    it's the only constant feeling in life